Hello my dear,
I am trying to recall as to where and how exactly I got derailed,once I find it out, it will be easier to get back on tracks.
If you blame my taking earlier jobs lightly as reason enough for my derailment, then I perhaps might not agree with it....you know the reasons why I left these jobs at marex, then at worli, twice at ADC and also with that lady who started legal publication.I could not stay there and do things my head and heart did not allow me to do.Frankly, I do not repent, several years later too, for giving up all these jobs.
I know writing is my big itch , I also know it is almost my breath and more than mere bread and butter.I have worshipped it, loved it...how could these emotions be set aside .YOu might say taht I am talking all these things because with the grace of god,I do not have to make any compromises to make both ends meet in my day to day life.May be that is one of the reasons, but that can not be major and contributing factor because what i wrote above has come from very depth of my heart, my emotions.
Thanks god, i am reading good literature these days which has infused in me philosophy like cultivating positive mindset even in tough times and tough phases coupled with old beliefs like "this too will pass away", I am able to shrug off difficult moments.
I am very much confident my beliefs will not be just empty dreams ...they will come true and life will be once again on tracks, as I enjoyed it in 1990s.
Coming to name for my new blog, I have not yet made up mind,..but hopefully, by tomorrow, I will think of some name and will start tomorrow or day after.
Let me conclude with sincere prayers for shankar's bright future and also praying god gives him courage enough to go through these tough patches of life...like i have got this belief that tough times do not last long especially before determined, hard-working and honest persons,pray , he too develops such beliefs..
Good night and better day ahead tomorrow,
Monday, January 9, 2012
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Hie,
I wonder why I have to confront these stumbling blocks time and again.
How can I move ahead unless I take some decisive steps in pursuit of what I have been very doggedly pursuing.
Tell me what is that I am afraid of, or I feel can cause anything wrong.
Why, why so much , what to say, timidity?
I do not remember fearing any person in my life till day and what is that is holding my progress everytime I dare to venture out.
I gave you more than a full day, but you are yet to decide on name of your name blog and you are yet to make up mind what you will write in it.
All the life you have been just a stringer or freelancer and therefore perhaps you are not able to muster courage or have proper concept of what you have in mind with regards to this blog.
Look, you have to shed these habits of working from behind the curtain..as long as you are just writing a good piece, an informative or educative piece, why give it any second thought?
Look, what is my major objective behind writing this blog...to take up some issue or write on the matters that are hitherto not known to people at large ..and I also want to write on day to day affairs, in general, that is including social, political and human interest.
I know it will require concerted thinking to decide as to what it should be called and how to segregate daily issues from other issues.But, you have to at least start somewhere...right or wrong ...we can judge only after we start..And, tell me, what if i go wrong ...first of all, what do i mean by going wrong. This is just a blog...i have to write what I feel for very strongly.
The more you delay, the worse for you.
You do come to blogger everyday and decide in a day or two about starting your blog on aforesaid issues.
Bye , good night
preaksh
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Hie,
Thank god, I have got it back.
I think after return from US, this is first post.
I had almost forgotten how to get this back and hence it was not possible to add anything to this post.
Well, now that i am back, let me take this opportunity to utilize it the most
What would you say about your US visit? I mean did it do any good or it was simply just a visit to one more place.
It can not be just a one more visit to a new place....you know it was highly moving trip for several reasons.
I had never imagined even in my dreams that i will be fortunate enough to visit a heave on earth called USA.
But, more than that what else did you learn/
I think i carried most of good things from that place and its people with me when i came back...to name a few of them: more book reading , hygiene awareness,being polite and gentle to others, treating life with more care or treating indeed as one precious asset, to name a few good things coming to my mind at this short notice.
Well, instead of writing more on my US visit and return, let me now think of what else to write and let this blog be seen by others too...let there be feedback.
Give this thought for tonight and tomorrow you start...
bye good night
Thank god, I have got it back.
I think after return from US, this is first post.
I had almost forgotten how to get this back and hence it was not possible to add anything to this post.
Well, now that i am back, let me take this opportunity to utilize it the most
What would you say about your US visit? I mean did it do any good or it was simply just a visit to one more place.
It can not be just a one more visit to a new place....you know it was highly moving trip for several reasons.
I had never imagined even in my dreams that i will be fortunate enough to visit a heave on earth called USA.
But, more than that what else did you learn/
I think i carried most of good things from that place and its people with me when i came back...to name a few of them: more book reading , hygiene awareness,being polite and gentle to others, treating life with more care or treating indeed as one precious asset, to name a few good things coming to my mind at this short notice.
Well, instead of writing more on my US visit and return, let me now think of what else to write and let this blog be seen by others too...let there be feedback.
Give this thought for tonight and tomorrow you start...
bye good night
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Hie,
You know it too well how baffling it becomes at times this piece of existence called life.One moment we are too confident, we are on cloud nine and in no time grounded.
what does this all indicate...man is dictated by time and not other way ...i think all those big talks of "he who dares to swim against currents" or things like "he who dares wins" may make it good stuff to read, to send up one's andrenaline but day to day life is something , no not something, but altogether different cup of tea.
Ok, may be some people are lucky or without their own knowledge they are rightly programmed that things go well for them,but one can not leave things like life and one's future to chances or take them for granted.
Yes, most of us often find ourselves at wits' end to understand what exactly we want and how to get it ...but that is more because , as I feel, in most of our cases, formative age has gone without any grooming and to add to our disarray, as we grow , most of us are either get busy in other chores of bread and butter and also because neither our educational systems nor or social surroundings are helpful enough in this direction and net result: our inherent doubts either get resolved too late in life or in most of cases, never.
There is saying "taste of pudding lies in eating it".Or " you can not learn swimming by sitting aside shore.You have to step into waters".As stated above, nothing comes on platter, one has to work for it..it is only when one works,works late in night, that one can get remuneration, no matter some get more , some less,but common factor is work.Hence, the moot fact is that unless one works, one will not get wages.Hence, unless one tried, moves out, one will not get anything.if one sits dreaming at home that he /she has achieved so and so thing,will he/she get it?NO , it is not possible.May be ,initially one may also taste bitter experience of failure or even realising that he/she is moving in wrong direction , wrong pursuit and that may also make him/her alter the course , but all that comes only when one is out on road,out in pursuit.God helps those , yes it is very very old adage, but still holds true,who help themselves.He rewards much beyond one's expectations, as we find in some cases.But, it is you, i mean the person, who has to make first move.No, neither lazy nor day-dreamers can do anything in life.Pursue any one thing and see what you get..I am confident it will reward you more than what you would have ever had in mind.when I use the word you, I do not mean you only , by that I mean broadly anybody.
Bye for the day, we will get back most probably tomorrow.
You know it too well how baffling it becomes at times this piece of existence called life.One moment we are too confident, we are on cloud nine and in no time grounded.
what does this all indicate...man is dictated by time and not other way ...i think all those big talks of "he who dares to swim against currents" or things like "he who dares wins" may make it good stuff to read, to send up one's andrenaline but day to day life is something , no not something, but altogether different cup of tea.
Ok, may be some people are lucky or without their own knowledge they are rightly programmed that things go well for them,but one can not leave things like life and one's future to chances or take them for granted.
Yes, most of us often find ourselves at wits' end to understand what exactly we want and how to get it ...but that is more because , as I feel, in most of our cases, formative age has gone without any grooming and to add to our disarray, as we grow , most of us are either get busy in other chores of bread and butter and also because neither our educational systems nor or social surroundings are helpful enough in this direction and net result: our inherent doubts either get resolved too late in life or in most of cases, never.
There is saying "taste of pudding lies in eating it".Or " you can not learn swimming by sitting aside shore.You have to step into waters".As stated above, nothing comes on platter, one has to work for it..it is only when one works,works late in night, that one can get remuneration, no matter some get more , some less,but common factor is work.Hence, the moot fact is that unless one works, one will not get wages.Hence, unless one tried, moves out, one will not get anything.if one sits dreaming at home that he /she has achieved so and so thing,will he/she get it?NO , it is not possible.May be ,initially one may also taste bitter experience of failure or even realising that he/she is moving in wrong direction , wrong pursuit and that may also make him/her alter the course , but all that comes only when one is out on road,out in pursuit.God helps those , yes it is very very old adage, but still holds true,who help themselves.He rewards much beyond one's expectations, as we find in some cases.But, it is you, i mean the person, who has to make first move.No, neither lazy nor day-dreamers can do anything in life.Pursue any one thing and see what you get..I am confident it will reward you more than what you would have ever had in mind.when I use the word you, I do not mean you only , by that I mean broadly anybody.
Bye for the day, we will get back most probably tomorrow.
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